One week into the holidays, and so far so good. I'm trying to scrap up a modeling career for myself while Scarlett day dreams about about her career, and what she wants to do with her life. don't we all? Our fashion victim teachers say to us that school is about exploring our options and trying new subjects to see what we like and feel comfortable with (do i hear bullshit?). and then they say that by year nine we need to know what we want to do for the rest of our life. We are influenced with creative ideas wherever we go. movies mostly influence me. the other day i was watching transformers (ily megan fox, such a babe) and i almost wanted to join secret service??? but the feeling passes and we wait for something else to inspire us. what we have to do is know which feelings of inspiration are real or just another one week obsession. Kind of like when i had a crush on rove? weird much.
i know what my real inspirations are and i know what i want to do.but the industry i want to get into is a tough one. I'll be ticking off my rejections more then jobs I'm getting. but i get through it. you know why? because i think of it as an experience, a journey that i will look back on one day when I'm 70 years old filled with botox and a fantastic set of fake tits, writing my biography.
xoxox Adriana.
totally agree
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